February 2010
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Im realizing now my perfectly planned fairytale future is officially not happening…. barely still in school, working a shitty retail job, pregnant and not married…. its the white trash standard…. i just hope i can give this baby everything i couldnt have…. i also hope kalieb is willing to stick thru this with me….
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Ugh
I realized that i really am pregnant today when it took me all day to do the dishes and i somehow kept wandering to the couch and fell asleep a thousand times… 8 more months of feeling sluggish and lazy… hooray
January 2010
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So
Im pregnant.
Kalieb and i went today to my first prenatal appointment im between 4 or 5 weeks along i go back next tuesday to get a due date and another ultra sound :) things are about to change and im really excited. My modeling hasnt slowed down ether i already have maternity shoots booked for when i get fat and i have a bounce back plan for when i have the baby. I am so happy to start a...
my math class is a nightmare…..
so im sittin here listenin to ratatat i dont really know whats goin thru my hea right now… but as selfish as it sounds all i can think about it how pissed i am that i havent had a shoot this month… i DID have one set up but he informed me that i was too skinny and needed to gain weight before we could do the shoot (im eating cookies as we speak)...
space cowgirl… LMAO!!!!!! thanks sharif <3 so as i’m sitting here on campus… something doesnt really feel right and i think its because i know i should get going to bridge street and getting taco bell with a certain old friend who i considered my best friend… i hate missing people.
HUGE UPDATE
so its the first day back of the spring semester and i am currently in what i like to call my “nook” which is located on the 2nd floor of the library on campus i am hiding behind a giant book case in a chair that my butt sinks into and is perfect for indian style sitting and next to me is a wall that is nothing but a window… its magical. i dont have class till 1245 so this...
December 2009
12 posts
Rode with kalieb to athens the other day he had to paint the doors on a rat rod i sat there and played with the camera on my droid here are alllll the results hahah
i’m getting really nervous bout my 2nd semester of school…. i really miss teh 1st semester and i know it wont be the same…. even tho i wish it was… i miss alot of things right now…
Kalieb
oh!! and i got some edited pictures back from a couple months ago heres 3 from that bunch i got back.
Preview from the shoot yesterday!!!! we spent like an hour ripping out comic books and taping them to the wall and floors lol LOVE the turn out tho and we also made pasties out of the comic books.
freeeeeeeeeeee
I have never in my life felt like so much weight was lifted up off my shoulders it feels great not having a guy always bugging me where i’m at or where i’m going or constantly accusing me of this and that. LOVE LIFE LOVE LIFE LOVE LIFE LOVE LIFE. i still havent bought a pack of cigarettes yet… thats all i wanted to do when i turned 19… the day will come!!! i’m off...
I made the mistake of staying logged in on...
I’m a dumbass.
ITS MY BIRTHDAY
my shoot last night with robby zim… was… AWSOME. *both these pics are unedited* i’ll post the edited ones once i get them
I love having a busy schedule! this week is finals booo tommorow i have a photoshoot with robbie zim. Saturday is my 19th birthday!!!!!!!! Sunday I have a shoot with sharif lutfi we’re doing a fun spacey pin-up horror thing (excited) the 12th I have a christmas shoot with nrv then the 14th i have a comic themed shoot with paperdoll and in the near future no dates set yet i’m doing a...
Preview from the shoot with jj and tammy
new plugs put me in a good mood
November 2009
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got back some of the edited pictures from the shoot with roy varga here’s a lil peek!
only 3 episodes of dexter left!!!!! AHHHHHHHH I LOVE DEXTER!!!!
picked up this vintage vanity for onlyh 25$ at the thrift store the mirro folds down going to paint it a soft pastel pink and teal. also going on a hunt soon for an ottomon or some kind of chair i can refurb to match it. i love finding treasures.
i love finding 3$ dresses that make me feel like 1000000000$
we found a wig tonight. doesnt he look just like burt from the used with the wig on?? i love having good friends like this around! love you adam and nate!
its kinda hard to see but i put back in my awsome mickey mouse plugs ftw :)
i’m in limbo
brought ursala over to blakes house tonight ursala loves lucy!!! me and him had a real deep talk… hes my best fuckin friend!!! i’ve known him for 3 years and seriously ive never have a friend as good as him… SUCH A GOOD NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN’T WAIT...
wishes i could go back in time and wish i could redo all my fuck ups and things would be GREAT between us. i wish so bad.
I spend my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
i’m going to make the most stupidest decision of my entire life… and i cant wait.
things have been going FANTASTIC besides the fact that my bestfriend hates me right now :( but today i have a 2nd job interview at lucky :D and im most defiantly 100% twitterpated <3
October 2009
22 posts
got my car back! they could find anything seriously wrong with it (she’s a beast!) went with steffan yesterday to get his first tattoo carsten did it! it looks goooooooooood then we went to the worst taco bell EVER! then went to target so i can sign some papers saying i’ll work today then we went to 5 diamonds to hang out with blake while he got his tattoo… and today i got class...
via sunday evening at sonic bein a 5$ hooker and via saturday night at flying monkey.
I have had such a good weekend!! went to a party friday night met some new awsome people then saturday went to work from 8am to 12 then had a shoot with marc turnley that went reaaaaaaly awsome and met some new girls to hang out with! (finally) theeen later that night i went over to another party met some more...
some people just really dont need alcohol. photoshoot today with marc turnley and photoshoot tommorow with jj
yesterday I went to work from 6am to 230 then my sister came and visited me then me and my sister went to go to visit my mom then I went back to my apartment and did some computer applications homework hung out for a little bit came back to my house then went to walmart with steffan then i went back to my house and drank alot of wine and got drunk. now i’m sitting here at 830am suppose to be...
so its 5am and I’m about to leave for work. saturday shoot with marc turnely then sunday i have a new school pinup shoot with a 2010 souped up mustang hopefully i can get this dress finished in time to wear it for the shoot. *croses fingers*
theres this video camera at my work that i really want… I really wanna start recording everything and then put it all together at the end of the day and video blog it :) I think that watching a video and actually seeing all the funny shit that happens is better than reading it
I have a big decision to make….. I think i may take a leave of absence at work to focus more on my sewing and school…. ugh… i wish bills were non existent.
So during my 2hr break i have at uah (which i usually spend with my best friend steffan!) well it went from studying to me bitchin bout not having a name for all these clothing designs i have… so he was studying for a Spanish test and well it come down to it that i’ve decided to start a new etsy, new everything because I have fallen inlove with the name El Gato Diablo! which means...
I don’t think people realize how ignorant and selfish they sound… sometimes i’ll just stand there listening to them ramble on and just think to myself “what the fuck is this persons problem, are they serious right now?”
its funny how the human race is so self centered. no one really cares.